Love. . . .

My FOREVER AFTER is found. He isn’t going anywhere. A 2 ½ week summer camp away from each other was hard but so worth the wait. I love that man. I haven’t been so happy in so long I can’t even remember the last time I felt this way. It really means something when everyone around you see’s you shining and happier than ever. It feels so good to have a man that everyone likes. That perfect me is back. I have been gone for a long time. J >3 And I am so glad Noah loves him too. Our little family! Finally!

A vacation was well over do. One week in paradise, the only thing I was missing was that crazy guy I call my lover. We went to Panama City Beach, FL for a week with my mom, Isaiah, and my Aunt Cindy Lou flew down. We all had so much fun. I way overspent but it was vacation, who cares! It was much needed. I sure didn’t want to come home. My heart and soul live at the beach. The waves on the beach are so beautiful and the white sand just as crisp as can be. It all goes and just makes me feel so alive and relaxed all at once. I will move to the beach one day. I did get to go on a new adventure!! I finally checked off something on my bucket list . . . .deep sea fishing! And I had a blast! Five hours and four snappers! Loved every bit of it! I even got a little sea sick on the way back to shore but I wouldn’t of traded it for anything. It was an amazing experience and I would definitely do it again. Vacation was wonderful.

Work still sucks. I hate it. I need something new. I need to be appreciated. My patients appreciate me and I love my patients but I hate my boss. There is way to much drama and to many people that are jealous of me and try to get me into trouble for pity things. I am on the edge of getting fired. I honestly don’t care anymore. I want out. I am tired of working my butt off and I get nothing back. We all recently had evaluations for raises and I didn’t get one cent more. Meanwhile, everyone else is walking around bragging about their raises. I am just so sick of this job.

Two months and we will be moving into a new house! Another chapter of our beautiful lives begin. I cannot wait. A bigger house, a family, and more happiness. I will miss my little white house but moving up to bigger and better things.

Noah started daycare. Long story. I will save that for a rainy day. He loves it. I love that he loves it. It helps a lot. I like seeing him interact with other children on his own level. He does so well. School also starts in about a month.

School for me is going. I am so burnt out! But still pushing on. I will get there. Pray for me. Lol.

And that’s about it folks. Noah is walking and talking so so much by the way J.