Something New

Where do I begin? It’s been over a year since I posted and to much has changed. I have transformed. My life is a complete different life. The life of a single mommy to two amazing little boys. . . .I do have to add I am dating a new man J

So to start back and just sum up some of the major events. . .

11. Jason and I broke up roughly about 6 mths prego. It just wasn’t working out and once again he wasn’t pulling his own weight. Through pregnancy and working full-time and him not working. . .eh I had enough.

22. I moved into a town house.

33. Ryan was born 5/1/2014. I will post his birth story soon enough.

44. Jason and I tried to work it out again but that didn’t last long.                                         

I 5. I moved into a new house.

66.  I got a new job.

77.   I got a new car (mom-mobile). . . .I am a mini van mom hahaha!!

88.    Child support crap began

99.  Met a new man in my life

110. Ryan started daycare

A typical day these days consists of me waking up bright and early before my kiddos and getting ready for a long day at the office (I work at Nationwide Insurance now.) Taking Noah to school (He’s in kindergarten now OMG!) and Ryan to Ashford Christian then off to work I go. I do love my eventual runs through Tropical Smoothie or a quick frozen/ice coffee. That always tends to make my days even better.

So a working mom. . .life is tough. Not everything goes as I want it to. There is ALWAYS something troublesome happening that I have to deal with. Whether it be something with oen of the kids, bills, myself, work, appointments, the house, or the car.

I have hit a roadblock I do believe. I want to become better and have an actual career and it seems nothing I do is getting me there. I have absolutely no direction at all. I have no idea what I want to do. All I know is I want to make a decent living to be able to buy the things I need and my kids need. Right now we are barely surviving. It really sucks. I am trying to figure out how to get out of this hole.

I do work part-time catering for events at KBC but it barely covers childcare. So I have to figure something out and I am afraid school is not an option at this point. Would you call this a midlife crisis?!!? Hell if I know. Maybe I am to young or not far enough into life to even call it that.

Anyways. . .I am doing some soul searching.

Well, I need to focus my attention on a very handsome little man now. We are both home sick. Talk soon! I attached pictures of my very recent loves of my life. :)