So what do I do when I get to breathe? and be free? I volunteer. I go out with my friends. I go to lunch by myself. I find something to do. . .nothing I HAVE to do, because thats not being free. I love being able to be free from life, I love being able to breathe.
I love my son and I love everything I have been blessed with but sometimes people just need a minute to step back and look at their life, away from the picture. I find this peaceful. At the same time it has this excitement where my heart starts pounding and I can't help but to have this happiness and this feeling. It's just amazing. It feels like I am a teenager all over again.
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Reading your blogs is wonderful Brandi as it helps me know you better and understand some of the things I don't think about. You have grown to be the woman that I have always hoped for and a daughter that is true in her thoughts. Yes any kind of mother is stressful, but a single mother has so many more stresses. This will not always be true as you will meet a wonderful person to share you and Noah's life with.
You never need to feel bad for that need to be alone, but you will never be alone. God will always be there with you. As you grow into more of a woman you will learn to breath (as you call it)and I think you have found this already in a more secure way.
I love you more than you know!
Your Mother!
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