Mini selves

So since my last post was a little hard to read I will make this one super easy. Is this better?

A little update on the most adorable guy in my life. . .have I ever mentioned the fact that he is so genius, handsome, always happy, very easily amused, and the best cuddler EVER!! If not, you’ve been missing out. Like every mother, I feel to this day how I possibly made such a beautiful creature. Inside and out, he is magnificent and perfect in his own ways. He brings light to my dark days. He is progressing so well. I am so proud of him. He’s such a smart little guy. Truly genius. He just walks around the house talking in his cute little jibberish. I wish I knew half of what he was saying. He mimicks everything and I can’t even describe how much he loves Jason. He’s such a little person in this little body, so innocent and happy. Ah! That smile! He’s doing great in preschool, meeting new friends. Daycare is ending for now since this mommy will be at home for now on till the new baby is here.

OOOOOhhhhhh. . . .that NEW baby. It’s tiny little heart deep within my own mommy making machine is just pumping away. 133 bpm was the last recording and the first ultrasound. Such a strong little beat in a wee little body. I’m inlove already. Despite all the nausea, headaches, exhaustion, and pure feeling that I am just inadequate I love every bit of being pregnant. Jason would say I left out something, my 3 different moods. I call it being tripolar all in one day. Hey it works! For me anyways. Somedays I do feel a bit crazy but what pregnant mommy doesn’t, right? New meds for this mommy and just gaining weight for now on.

My next post should go something like. . . .i’ve gained __ lbs, lol. Maybe. Okie dokie folks. Just a short post. Talk later, don’t miss me to much.

A new addition to the Family

Sooooo guess what?!?!?!?!? This girl right here is PREGO!! Don’t let that hit you in the face to hard but it’s true and I am so excited it’s unreal. I am really hoping this ones a girl. . . .BUT if not then I guess I will be okay with another boy. Jason is going to be the worlds best dad yippee!! He is so good with Noah. That kid absolutely is in love with Jason and I am pretty dang sure Jason loves him to death too. Everyone seems to be excited for us and I’m loving every bit of it. I’ve been very hormonal, most days I feel like I am bipolar and I’m not even lying. I found out September 1 J so theres another date to never forget. . . . Just saying. I could almost swear I am having twins by the amount of bloating I have done. I just hope and pray it’s only one. LOL! SERIOUSLY! We have thought of some names but I’m not sharing those yet.

This pregnancy is much like how I was with Noah. Really really bad severe breast tenderness, I cannot stress it enough. . .lol, nausea, headaches, food aversions and cravings, peeing A LOT, soooo over exhausted, bloated, cramping, back aches, trouble sleeping, and constipation. And not to mention I feel like I have to walk on pillows so I don’t hurt it or do anything wrong. I am really pregnant.

The doctor put me as a high risk pregger! Of course because so many problems I had when I was preggers with Noah and because he has DS. I am not supposed to be lifting over 15 lbs. Yep that means not even picking up Noah. Once I start getting bigger I will stop. Once I feel anything pulling I will stop. I don’t think my Boss is going to be to happy with that one but oh freakin well. She can take it and shove it for all I care.

Noah is doing well. He started preschool. His teacher is Mrs. Lindsey Andrews @ Ashford Elementary. He goes Mondays and Wednesdays from 8-2:45. Noah really seems to love his teacher. She says his favorite thing to do is play in the kitchen area. Imagine that!! He is still going to daycare as well and loves it too. I think he is starting to miss mommy though. Every now and then when I drop him off he tells me no and clings to me. It hurts my heart but I know this is helping him. Not only is it good for him it’s good for me. I miss him a lot too.

 

Work is still going. Sucks. It will never change. I hate my co-workers. It’s like I am back in high school with all my haters. My boss seems to think I am the worst person ever but I really could care less.

I still have the most boyfriend ever. He makes me so happy. I am totally in love. Just waiting on that one question. Maybe one day but who’s rushing? I am finally going to have the family that I always wanted. I love the fact that he makes Noah the happiest little guy on this planet. I have to say this is the best relationship I have ever been in. He is so different than all the losers I have ever dated/married. And I just know he is my happily ever after, my knight in shining armor, and my forever. Here's a pic of our drunk selves last time we partied hardy!

 

 

Football season has started. GO GATORS! GO GIANTS! Woot Woot! I am not really looking forward to it starting to get cold. But I am glad it’s not gonna be hot that much longer.

Well dinner is about done. So I have to run, skip, hop, whatever you may call it to my little kitchen that I despise so much. My tummy is rumbling and I have a little nugget to feed. So see ya later!